I'm in a "muse"-ing mood.

Today I feel like I've awakened from a long semi-slumber. A true slumber would mean that I've been totally disconnected from my daily waking reality. That is not the case. In my opinion, a semi-slumber has periods of feeling FULLY like yourself... and other periods of feeling like you are drifting through days, weeks, months with no real... how shall we say... clarity. Clarity seems like the best description of the "cobwebs-have-been-cleared-from-my-mind" mood I'm in.

There are several reasons for my awakening (reasons I shall not delve into right now) BUT... awakening is causing the gears to start moving again. Awakening is unearthing the goals that have been buried, uncovered and buried again. Awakening feels good.

Not just the mental awakening.

Physically waking up is going through an awakening.

That may sound non-sensical... but bear with me. Have you ever battled with your body to leave the cozy confines of your bed? Even on your days off?! I know someone reading this can relate. Have you ever had a morning when your body clock goes of LONG before your alarm clock and you literally fight your mind trying to coax it back to sleep? (And by "long" I mean ANY amount of time before the alarm is scheduled to sound).

I have been exquisitely enjoying "not" getting up for... ages. (How long are ages anyway? Are they even calculable?)

Today, this morning, the air was sweeter (in my room no less). The covers held me a little less tightly.  The haze that comes betwixt slumber and awareness was virtually non-existent.

Physical slumber had a definitive end and awake-ness had a definite beginning.

I feel like I should miss semi-slumber.

But. Right now. I don't.

Which, for my musing... is amusing.